Saturday, 10 December 2011
Thursday, 10 November 2011
Doing what comes un/naturally. The risky teacher: ‘to innovate is to stimulate’
The risky teacher: ‘to
innovate is to stimulate’
The is in response to a colleague who asks about being a risky teacher – the question was aimed at Trainee PCET
teachers but I have responded with reflexive reference to my own teaching.
Personally I think that risk is a
vital part of anything that we are to do well. I keep referring to work on
expertise and hope to find those references again. There are some things you
read that amount to epiphanous moment. This body of work was one.
The talk about experts being people
who achieve and retain expertise by pushing themselves consistently beyond
their comfort zone. They retained expertise not by staying in a state of ‘unconscious
competence’ but actually through I guess much further down the scale –
conscious incompetence or conscious competence. They spend a great deal of time sifting and
sorting through problems. They are good at framing problems. The expert is
actually ne who is acutely aware that they do not know. But the basis of the
expertise lay in their capacity to analyse and frame situations clearly.
So – I have been tracing for so many
years – in one context or another. And when not directly teaching, have been managing,
organising and supporting teaching.
The last two years feels like they
have been the most intensive teaching years I have had in a long time. Last
year as exhausting, his year I have had time to consolidate. But, this is all
about the being an academic It has felt the most exciting and exhilarating thing
I have ever done. I cannot imagine ever getting tired of it.
The risks:
Challenging views of
literacy
I have worked to introduce the idea
of literacy as social practices to my students. With some success. I teach
differently and they learn differently in the small group, seated around a
table style. For the first time, I felt like I understood and was conscious of
them struggling to get to grips with something, Teaching about literacy as
social practices is a risk because it potentially flings them into an overly theoretical
frame and does not acknowledge their need for training as first aid – to help
them manage their teaching situations better. It may produce resistance (all
other things being equal) and may place more focus on concerns other than
direct classroom encounters. I have risked the approach and while I feel conscious
of having plenty to learn. I am pleased with how it has worked and feel very
empathetic with them as they struggle to get to grips.
Digital literacy
I have risked working with ICT. I am
I realise almost equating risk and experimentation. But I enjoy ICT and feel it
offers enormous potential. I am please with my year 1s and twitter. I like the
way the wiki and the blog have been embedded on eBridge. I enjoy this blog enormously
and I look forward to promoting it as an academic blog. I think it means leaving
the link all over the place. I was particularly pleased with the UoH Blog and look
forward t how this may be developed in time. This has worked well thought I think
the blog needed to be followed through with a link to assignments and other
Modules. Twitter needs an equally as pronounced framing. Every week I need to tweet an intro to the
session.
Of course I am now pleased with
Azumah’s PCET podcasts and will spend time on Thursday developing these more.
The risky teacher – to
innovate is to stimulate – doing what comes un/naturally.
Teachers are more creative when they consolidate.
As a teacher once my session is planned, I can feel a little relaxed and then begin
to explore other approaches and resources. I have the freedom and space to play
with it and see what emerges.
Teachers can make a conscious choice
to do things differently on a year on year basis. I think it does not matter
very much what – the point is to create and cultivate an approach, a learning
culture which you and your student get used to. I realise that my students are
so used t me recording sessions I now no longer need to ask permission.
Teachers need to remind themselves to
inhabit a space that is just outside their comfort zone. This may mean not
doing what comes naturally. Sitting down as a teacher rather than standing. Not
suing PowerPoint. Letting a discussion flow for longer than normal. Allowing
moments of silence and space between thought.
Some data – some analysis
· They return to this point, that’s the
reality isn’t it. Whatever you say, they’ve
still go to develop and exhibit these skills.
· Student success is about relationship
– student tutor relationship and student - student relationship
There are contradictory discourse
flying around. Different ideas that contradict. They are learning – learning is
risky. Taking risks with ideas. Taking risks in developing a new identity.
Taking risks with developing a new set of foundations o which to base your
pedagogy and base you sense of self. It seems t make sense that students may well
have different ideas and that these ideas may contradict.
The group may not have experience of skills for life, but amidst the cynicism,
they have integrity. I hear think of the teacher who resigned her lost (hurly hrs)
meaning less money in preference to a) giving up the diploma course b) delivering
what felt like a poor quality course because she did not have time to do a good
job.
There is a sense of this is reality.
These exams, this funding regime. A lot of talk about funding. Colleges learning
how to maximise funding through reframing courses, not because this is what
makes sense pedagogically but because this is what secures resource. A sense
that resistance is futile. This is a fixed set of circumstances. Social ordering
that has the appearance of obduracy.
Yet, the tick box mentality firmly in
the background – the other students notes what matters. This is reality and
this is what matters is relationship – student / student and teacher / students
as the thing that underpins success. I am unclear about this reading of the
text. But this does not matter. What it signifies is that this student notices
and chooses to accentuate this.
Student success is about
relationship. I might as an exercise get them to explore and explain these comments
next week. It is about relationship – this means that if they succeed, they succeed
because they have good relationships with the teacher and other students in the
class.
Why do I pace these statements in opposition
to each other?
One seems grounded in ‘reality’ the
other seems to draw upon something much less fixed, the ambiguity of relationship.
I think here he is saying more than relationships being un problematic – this
is snot neutrality as such but relationship as a direct motivator.
Notes from session and
data
I seem to have developed a habit of
writing late night. I always think of myself as a morning person – but somehow
I write at night and the ideas have a kind of flow to them.
So, I think this evening about my teaching.
It was such a stimulating and enjoyable session they enjoyed it and ended up by
saying thanks – something they do to always say. It worked they all worked with
me to unpick the puzzle I presented.
I am listening to the session now and
so these are notes – partly observational notes and partly notes that may form
part of data analysis.
Notes
Good teachers
Asked a central question and then sit
back and let them explore. Return to the central question that becomes
something of a theme throughout the session the question itself was based on
the thread of their discussion. I picked up what they were talking through, encapsulating
the issue and feeding it back to them.
I assume they are familiar with
theories of learning and they may well not be, but I do briefly outline the
nature of the theories. I need to
reframe and order my learning theories.
I like the pauses. You give them time
to think about things.
I am good at listening to what they
say, reframing it and linking it to what others say. I note similarities and
differences.
I have a clear sense of the key
points I want to make but I know the kinds of issues that emerge will offer
scope and space for this discussion – so what s the importance of learning
theory and literacy learning
I do interrupt a bit and speak over –
I hope I acknowledge more, my body language may achieve this.
I am too argumentative – but I am
good at leading them to a point through effective questioning. What I think I
need to clarify in my mind what are the outcomes I want to achieve – are they knowledge
based or competence based
The session feels structured. I have
a sense of direction – I allow them space to explore but then move things on
hen a natural pause or lull a]occurs. The session feels varied and as if you
are following their agenda. This was an excellent discussion.
What a difference the environment
makes; what a difference. The room is open, we all sit together. At the end of
the session one student comments about how nice it is to see me that I am not
hidden behind the computer – as happens with the layout of the other room.
Thought I never stay put but am bound by the PPt.
Un/reconciled literacies
They return to this point, that’s the
reality isn’t it. Whatever you say, they’ve
still go to develop and exhibit these skills.
Student success is about relationship
– student tutor relationship and student - student relationship
Differences in reading – we read the
same thing but notice different elements in the extent; what we note depends on
our experience and what we choose to highlight as significant.
They are acutely aware of the culture
and context within which literacy and language persist. As a teacher this is how I frame spelling
& it’s significant – but these are the wider social implications
Drafted Thursday 10th November @ 3.00am
Drafted Thursday 10th November @ 3.00am
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
#WResearcher Meme #3 How do you read to learn / learn to read: uncovering / unfolding
How do you read to learn / learn to read: uncovering / unfolding
The idea of an academic having to learn to read
is counter-intuitive but resonant. Academic reading is unlike any
other reading that we do. In fact – if we adopt the stance of the New Literacy
Studies, it is not unreasonable to say that all reading is deeply contextual
and particular to a specific domain. This means, and I
think this is true, that the reading I do for my job – reports, emails,
assignments, policy papers and texts to inform my teaching, is quite unlike the
reading to do for academic research – extended, exploratory, open ended
texts, books, bibliographies, research reports, conference
listings, chapters, published papers, my own work in the course of
revision.
Becoming and remaining an academic involves a process of
learning to read.
At the start of my MA I was acutely conscious of
this. On one occasion, we had a session where our lecturer sat with a small
seminar group and together we read a few paragraphs from a chapter. We then
went on to discuss it in detail. The approach was not unlike an activity I
might well have undertaken with a group of adult literacy students, although of
the course the level and nature of the text and direction of the discussion was
significantly different. We were reading about Bourdieu and together unpicking
habitus.
I am here making a deliberate and provocative connection.
The adults who come to my literacy class have a particular set of quite
specific practices they have acquired in relation to reading. Joining an adult
literacy class signifies a desire on their part to change, to become someone
different. A changed approach to reading is part of that process. This is not
unlike the aspiration to become an academic, someone who wants to
be something other than who they are at the moment: a
prolifically published writer, a highly regarded academic, a quoted and
referenced expert – reading is part of achieving this changed sense of self.
I am here also making a disconnection. With the adult
literacy student the actual content of the text is of little importance. What
matters is their capacity to explore it independently. That they can read, that
I read in identification terms is as important as what I read. Oh, it
has to be interesting - but this is a loop, if it is
not interesting, I won't read it. As an academic there is an interplay between
what I read and that I read. I invoke the iconic image of the academic standing
in front of her books displayed decoratively in the background on rows of
shelves. It is being a reader that matters.
Academic reading, reading to learn, is a very particular kind of reading.
Norman Fairclough's Critical Discourse Analysis explicates
the work that texts do. How they position readers – that is the writer
constructs an ideal reader inviting the actual reader to fall in with the
qualities assumed of that construct. This is what readers habitually do.
Usually as readers we are unaware of this process. Once we become aware, we may
question the assumptions and negotiate an alternative stance. But this
still positions us; if we are not the desired, imagined reader constructed
by the writer / the text - then we are forced to re/define ourselves as
the actual, desired, imagined, self-constructed reader. We then have
to negotiate our readerly selves into an alternative position
in relation to text and relation to the
text's imagined reader. This happens with – for example policy texts.
Texts that talk about education in instrumental terms, about qualification as
if it were their exchange value rather than their use value that matter. When
policy texts are well written, they are compulsive, seductive, they draw the
reader in with warm faltering words. You find yourself engrossed and willingly
accepting the stance the writers of policy texts take, the normative truth
regime they create around you and them. We are seduced by such texts when we
are disarmed by them, when our critical faculty is temporarily quietened and we
willingly sign up to their agenda.
Doesn’t happen often and certainly doesn’t happen with
anything this particular government has written
The point is that in starting the EdD I found I had to be
very structured, explicit about the reading I was doing. These academic texts
were not policy texts but still I was seduced. The trouble is – I can be faddy,
a 'buy-one-get-one-free' person. I would read text (a) and I love it. I enthuse
and think yes! that's it, that's it. Then I would
read text (b) a scathing critique of text (a) and have the same excitement and
sense of gosh golly – that is so true. At
some point I realise I have to fall out of line. It helped
to devise strategies to enable a more distanced, less emotional reading.
Remembering, that in reading these texts part of what I am
doing is creating a new identity for myself: an academic.
We were advised by a lecturer on how to read. Advised to
ask a series of questions. I had to translate these into a template. I need to
fling words across paper (or screen). It's not all in my head. I need to let it
happen on paper, through my finger tips as well – otherwise too much of it
disappears.
The questions – I have still have all those notes,
somewhere.
· What
is the main argument out forward by the writer?
· How
is this argument developed?
· How
well is it supported?
· How
does this connect to other things you have read?
· Does
it convince you?
· What
other reactions do you have to it?
· What
key concepts does the author develop or use?
· Any
particular vocabulary that you want to make a note of?
These questions stopped quite early – I didn’t need to be
so specific, so focussed and interrogated the text in different ways. Usually
in ways that was more related to the question I had in mind for a research
project and paper.
This is a kind of uncovering, or at least an unfolding; it
seeks to make bare what is hidden. Hidden: not through artifice as such.
But is a natural process. We present the text not the draft and redraft that
created it. We present a completed garment; the stitching is on the inside.
Reading involves reminding yourself of the inherent sociality involved in
learning. These are not truths being presented but biographies. Someone
persuasive attempt to persuade you – the reader –that this is how it is, a
plausible account of how things might, just possibly might, be. The
inherent sociality of learning means reading is not a process of reading as
such, as in decoding text and understanding what it means, it is a social
process of conversing with someone, the person or persons who have written the
text.
And so the final take on reading: unfolding
One that is I think at odds with what I would normally
associate with reading, but which explores uncovering, unfolding. Fairclough
suggests that the reading associated with critical discourse analysis is no
more than what readers do with texts anyway. The process formalises, records
and annotates this. We read text as social theorist and as ‘consumers’
professionals charged with implementing the policies they display. But what
about reading data. How do we read data – this is surely all at once reading to
learn and learning to read. What Faorclough describes as a process readers
engage in anyway perhaps does not appreciate the extent to which the reading,
re-reading, annotating and recording of readings changes the process. It slows
it down. It compels connections. It is not dissimilar to the Rorschach ink
splodge test. Do we create images from the random splattering of human life to
meet a deep seated yearning for order, coherence, narrative thread?
May be so.
Reading data: what and how do we do this?
I refer here to something I posted earlier this week. I
have now gotten over my anxiety about the UCET presentation. What is left is
not the frustration of a paper that felt truly terrible – but the pride with
having broken my self-imposed silence: good. And more – with looking again at
my analysis and seeking to understand the source of my discontent.
To clarify. Last Thursday I presented a paper at a
conference, University Council for the Education of Teachers (UCET). The paper
presented was a background paper, a contextualising draft. The data that will
eventfully shape the paper had only just been gathered and was largely not
collated. I had 1 quote from research participants based on earlier interviews.
I have often chosen to avoid speaking to peers in public situations – if
I possibly can. And so this presentation thing is quite a challenge to me. But
mostly, when I present, the nerves and dread are vindicated: the session goes
well, the feedback is good and I feel exhilarated. I did not enjoy UCET. I
felt stilted and that I did not cover new ground. I felt it was simply a
re-churning of what I already know and that I think those who chose to attend
the session also knew. It ended 20 mins early and I missed whole chunks of the
paper out. This feeling of dread – post presentation dread has stayed with me.
But once it subsided – a little. I thought again about the
quotes I bought with me. The tiny bits of data.
I was asking the data one question – reading the data with
a particular focusing mind. As such I fear that the elephant in the room (far
from couching in the corer trying to hide) was sitting
and sipping coffee without my noticing. The text does not address the question
I was asking – and actually does not do so for a very particular reason. That
is the context within which the participants work does not allow them the
exploration an answer to this question implies. In one instant at least, a
participant is clearly deeply unhappy with his professional situation. Is
distressed by it and seems to feel in something of a cul-de-sac. Mostly the
qualification they achieve is a means of moving toward something, for him it is
means of escape.
Research participants find it difficult to answer the
question – what do I mean by literacy and how to I reconcile literacy as social
practice and literacy as skills – because – any attempt to move beyond literacy
as skills is curtailed. They recognise it but – as one participant has said,
‘at the end of the day, I still have to tick that box’.
In the assemblage that is a policy driven, research based
literacy pedagogy – professionals are compelled to play dead: to appear as if
they have committed the epistemic suicide that Taylor-Webb so evocatively talks
about.
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First edit Wednesday, 09 November 2011 22.17.25
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Tuesday, 8 November 2011
something I am passionate about
What do you feel passionate about: write about it
I
went to Leeds University in the mid-80’s to do my PGCE in Sociology and English.
I loved studying there. I think they must be one of the teacher training departments
that the government felt most bothered
about. Not because of the standards they achieved.
My
PGCE has had a profound impact on me.
In
two ways
Firstly
- all my lecturers were out and out left wing progressive Marxist. I have this
impression of an entire year of lectures all of which were focussed on a single
subject elaborated upon in extraordinary detail - the education system served to effectively
filter people according to race, gender and class. In was an inherently unequal
system that served the interests of capital. We had a lecturer who once offered
a different slant. He went through all the arguments that analysed
discriminatory processes and ridiculed them. He was a
lively lecture, witty and entertaining. But his message was clear and chilling.
We discussed it afterwards in seminars: if all these social explanations for
inequality were unsound, the argument he was for was one that established the
educational order as natural as the outcome of intelligence. Middle class, male
and white students did better because they were more suited to academic education.
But he was a one voice and one we
rejected. Everyone else elaborated on variations on the theme education, sociology
and inequality. I can’t quite remember the
Sociology team but I do remember the English teaching team and they were great.
But I was happily indoctrinated by Leeds
University and year later, I thank them for it.
I
was one of two black girls on the course. I meet at Leeds (not at the
University, in Chapeltown in a night club – the first person who was black and doing
a PhD). It did not occur to me in those days that I would be even remotely capable
of a PhD. At the time probably wasn’t.
Secondly
– years later, this passion for, commitment to, insistence upon equality –
continues to saturate me. This is what I am and it is what I do. I qualified to teach in secondary schools but
after spending 3 months in a school (on the PGCE course) I left because I
realised these were not the relationships that I wanted to have with young
people. Having chanced upon adult
education, I stayed because I loved it. The looseness of it. The informality of
the teacher – student relationship. Boundaries are different in community
education. Professionalism is defined in other ways. In community ed there is a
commitment to equality. I liked the fact the students could join management
committees and be members. The commitment
to equality was translated into practice: praxis in community education. I felt
as a young strutting 20 something year old black girl, and a teacher that I was
undermining the education system. There were several, but particularly, there
were two black guys in my first cohort of students. They had just left school
and joined the local adult education institute to take GCSE English and Sociology
having failed a year earlier. They passed. I liked the fact that having failed
after 10 years of schooling, they were able to pass after a year n adult ed. I
guess with a bit more experience, it was not as simple as school = bad and discriminatory,
adult ed = good and committed to equality. I loved being a teacher, the black
girl and going out blusing in the evenings, I’d bump into my students who seemed
pleased and surprised that I was part of my community. This is another line of
narrative – but the Leeds was the first time I’d felt part of a black community.
I loved it.
So
now – some years later – what do I feel passionate about?
Well,
thanks to the formative influence of Leeds University – equality is still my
passion. I want to create change through the work that I do: through my teaching,
through my writing, through the systems and structures I establish.
I’d
forgotten this.
It’s
important that I return to this and remember it. It’s my passion. Without it
what I do has little meaning. The gratification that rewards what I do is constantly
deferred. And what happens to a dream deferred?
More
than deferred. It is made irrelevant.
I
have recently started reading a colleague whose work I have read before
Taylor-Webb, he writes these impassioned essays about teacher knowledge, the choreography
of accountability, the anatomy of accountability. He writes about the performativity
culture in schools and its impact on teachers.
I
am most interested here in his ideas – these I recall at a distance and now
loop back to connect to my research – on the reterritorialisation of teacher knowledge.
Asking and answering the question – what
happens when teaching is made teacher-proof. What happens when teachers’ knowledge
is made irrelevant. When teachers ‘deliver ‘ the commodity knowledge that have been created elsewhere, by someone
else.
He refers to this as epistemic
suicide.
What
happens when the dream of equality is constantly deferred?
This is the opening quote from a paper I am now writing.
doesn’t always fit in. It’s great theory; it’s good. You know,
we’ve talked about how to contextualise it and the wheel, all of that. It
was very refreshing. But my [manager], all she’s interested in is, ‘Oh! He
failed. Can we get him back in?’ Not, ‘Can we develop this individual?’ ‘Can we
get him back in? What do you think he failed on?’ And that’s the environment
we’re in. And with the contracts coming up for renewal.
It’s very target driven, when you are in a target driven
environment professional judgement goes out the window, it suffers, because,
that’s the main critique of my teaching, it’s not an excuse, it’s a business.
They want more for less. It’s stressful; they are asking you for what you can’t
deliver. It’s terribly stressful. I’ve had 10 years of it and I’m burnt out
from it. 10 years. It’s too long for this environment. It’s
too long. You should probably have a shelf life of 5 years.
I
worked with this quote as an early example of some of the ideas trainees have
in reference to their teaching. But I was asking the data one question while
ignoring that it was telling me
something else – ignoring it because this
was not the question I was asking.
This
student is clearly unhappy in his work. Clearly unhappy with teaching and clearly
feels that the professional frame that surrounds him, what he is required to do
– has no meaning for him. Worse still, has a meaning that undermines is sense
of who he is and what he is meant to be doing,
He
finds what he is learning refreshing – but this is made stale by the voice of
his manager.
He
is asked to critique his teaching – his main critique is the environment the
works in and the limitations that this imposes.
Situational
analysis – I think – invites us to analyse situations to explore our themes.
This implies a more open ended data analysis, rather than one that focuses exclusively
on our concern but one that reads the situation. I may have an interest in
conceptions of literacy, but may find that my answer lies in first of all
analysing the situation in its entirety and reading the data in the first
instance at face value.
I
have chosen to answer my question I passing That is I am asking – not the
direct question : what do you think of literacy, but in passing, what
conception of literacy emerges in the course of this programme.
Everybody
quotes Silverman – so I will maintain the tradition. This is just a nodded acknowledgement
rather than detailed referencing. There are some narratives of methodology that
I love and will refer to in another blog. What I am thinking of here is the idea that if
you ask a direct question, for example, if you ask about a culture directly you
get everything included in our answer; its like asking fish what water is like.
The answer offers little insight. Instead, put your hand in the water, compare
it to land, send a dog or cat into the water. Heat the water up or cool it down.
Add things to it. Or at least, invite the fish to tell you about his life in
the water - what she can and can’t do.
And
so in the quote about Joseph, my
trainee teacher, provides an example of
the epistemic suicide, the dis/connected ventriloquised self that teachers experience.
This sense that there values are not even allowed full articulation. What does
it mean to describe yourself as a holistic teacher? How do you in the context
of a literacy class develop the whole person? What aspects of your professional
judgement go flying out of the window? What would your teaching be like if theory was
able to fit the possibilities of practice? There is a sense of potentiality
being stalled before it has tine to flourish. There is hankering, desire but no
space to explore, embed and develop.
it’s
not an excuse, it’s a business.
What
strikes me here – is the professional cul-de-sac that Joseph seems to inhabit. The trouble is there may be critiques of his teaching
– even within he realms of a target driven culture – but the all pervasiveness
of the context obscures the possibility of him seeing this.
So
– with the desire to push the boundaries of my thinking, to cover new terrain –
the ideas to further explore.
Taylor-Webb on
teacher knowledge and epistemic suicide
The data may
answer a question that wasn't actually asked, allow yourself to read the data in
ways that enable it to speak to you – open up different explorations
Sometimes a
question asked in passing is more valuable than a direct question: there is
little to gain form asking a fish to analyse water
Where and how and
is there any point in creating space for teachers to explore their values and reasons
for teaching, if these values are unlikely
to find institutional expression
I like this image, I know
too little about it.
Maeve Rendle,
Blackpool: Rendle takes the inspiration for this, her first solo show, from a line in
Marcel Proust's reflection on the nature of memory, In Search of Lost Time: 'I
could not help being saddened by the fact that there was now nothing left of my
former frame of mind.' Her series of installations is on show at the Grundy
gallery, Blackpool, until 5 June 2010
The broken letters of a typewriter – I wanted
to start thinking about the moments when literacies can be dysfunctional. I
have to be careful here – because literacy is always told in terms of
limitation, lack, deficit and I have no desire to fuel this. But, I want to
explore the idea of independence. This seems to be something that those who
come to literacy classes value. It can be a strong motivator.
It may also be a metaphor for the dysfunctionallity
of skills based approach to literacy. The letters of the typewriter lay strewn
and broken, apart from the machine that
enables them to perform.
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Saturday, 5 November 2011
UCET 2011 November
UCET November 2011
Having something to say, that’s original and worth saying:
and then saying it. Private thoughts in public spaces. Breaking the silence: being
known.
It’s not
enough to have something to say, it’s not even enough to have something to say
that is original – you have to have something to say that is original and worth
saying.
I have just presented a paper at the UCET conference. When I
started at Hull the Research Director informed me that he did not have a high
regard for people who simply attended conferences but nothing (in terms of
REFable output) seemed to emerge from their attendance and that if I wanted to
participate in such events I should aim to always present. This was good advice
and so I am presenting and aim to do something as often as I can – ideally 2 or
3 times per year. Without this
prompting, I doubt I would be so fixated on this.
I managed to get through my MA and EdD without presenting
anything, ever – until my final year when I had to do my viva. My supervisor suggested that it was important
that I presented at places before the viva as a trial run and so I spoke at
Doctoral school conferences. There’s a
strange anxiety exhilaration, deflation and more anxiety that surrounds the
experience. The only space that offers those same emotions but in an
exaggerated hyper sensation: silence.
Did I not see a tweet – hell is not getting out of bed. I’ve done silence. It’s not me.
I return to meme #1 – writing that pushes the boundaries –
learning as living at the edge of our comfort zone:
A
generative dance on the edge of a volcano.
·
There is a strong methodology question: entering a
terrain in which I am already present and deeply implicated: situational
analysis
·
I need a much closer reading of skills for sustainable
growth – a critical discourse analysis
·
This is a trial run that I then see if I can work with
other practitioners to pursue and develop: through RaPAL? Or the Y&H
consortium. Can this be a range of activities that they try out with students
and feedback on – as data; an exercise where I quote them and get them to
analyse the quote
·
Does social practices present an overly romanticised
view of literacy – does it ever acknowledge the dis-functionality that is
directly attributable literacy as a distributed community resource. The
anecdotes – toxic literacies, dysfunctional literacies, poisoned literacy
portraits - the voices of students and teachers who after all - want change
·
I could have and wish I had asked much more about the
people in the room. Got there perspective and geared my presentation around it.
·
Had the slide
but bottled the discussion about my purpose and methodology – what this
research is not. It refuses
instrumentality and ‘action research’.
It’s hard to explain how mixed my feelings are
just now. While I am pleased to be presenting and speaking about
research on the other hand the anxieties that kept my silent for so long have
not disappeared. They are as present as ever and produce a feeling of
wretchedness after the seminar. It was not as good as I would have
liked.
Perhaps I did not push myself enough (not just at the last
stage) to move beyond and develop an analysis that emerges after hours of
sweat. An analysis that I feel proud of, excited by. But – such
analyses are struggled through ... on the way there, there is this unwanted and
seemingly useless stuff I have to feel my way through
As well as this and after a workshop I had to leave early
but wanted to stay and attend, I could for future refs try to predict who
will be there and have alternatives approaches to meet those different
audiences.
I could have engaged more - conversation. Instead of a
presentation – have an activity embedded – questions for participants and an
activity
I could have made the presentation more stimulating by
embedding video clips. I could have invited them to be part of the data
analysis.
I have just noticed the possibility of a link between how
literacy is conceptualised and their own motivations for teaching; that these
motivations may strongly influence their sense of what it is they are teaching
– what we teach is connected to why we teach
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Wednesday, 2 November 2011
Saturday, 29 October 2011
Data analysis: making the ordinary extraordinary
The analysis builds on my previous work regarding quality in teaching language and literacy in which I argued that teachers experienced tensions between quality-as-abstract textualisation and quality-as-an-embodiment. This was connected to how practitioners are required to textualise their experiences in contrast to the embodied actuality of their experiences. In this analysis I explore further the notion of ‘embodiment’: the ways in which practitioners assemble the disparate narratives that define their pedagogy.
While paper
sets up a polarity it doesn’t rest on one. There are clearly overlaps and
affordances between socio-cultural and cognitive theories of ALLN. Bracewell and Witte (2008) point out that
writing is social and material as well as cultural. Literacy as embodied how
incoherencies are woven into a narrative: teacher / writer / professional /
student -
Data
analysis explores moments when participants touch upon these different ideas.
The whole discussion is about writing – offers support in the writing of the
assignment, participant is a writer (aspires to get scripts published), and the
assignment itself is about teaching writing.
My focus is on literacy as the subject they teach but explores their
ideas about literacy from multiple perspectives including how they experience
their own engagements with text.
Analysis
University
Diploma is part of general policy driven initiative to improve quality of
literacy teaching predicated on basis that way to do that is define a body of knowledge
to be taught and then training teachers in how to deliver it. Define what they need
to know and qualification to assure their competence. There is a strong possibility
that teachers may come to the course with little general interest in broader ideas
about language literacy or pedagogy – but with a narrow instrumental interest
in ‘tips & techniques’ that improve their teaching.
Dis/connections between context,
motivation & engagement
Joseph: teaching but not a teacher.
Has been teaching
for 10 years, but talks in terms of being at a crossroads in life and asking
himself ‘what do I actually want to do?’ Makes references to his age, to time
running out and ‘his clock ticking’ – hinting at something of a desperation to achieve
goals that are not fulfilled by teaching literacy. The qualification has an exchange
value – he teaches in prison and sees the qualification as a way out of this
context. The quiet desperation is evident throughout as he clearly feels this environment
constrains his pedagogy. He talks about feeling burnt out, and is of the
opinion that 10 years in this context is too much. Whatever the bonhomie between
himself and students, there is always a threatening undercurrent. Other
teachers in prison have insisted on ensuring they see students as students and
that whatever else defines the context is not their concern. But the context is
physically inescapable, from the process required to observe a class, to moving
around, to managing a classroom situation.
Pearl: trying to live by ideas about good interaction, feedback and talk
Had worked
for years in a school – admin – upon retirement teacher and wanted to change career
and teach adult literacy. She is doing
the course out of interest and works in an open access workshop in her local
AEI. She teaches on a 1-to-1 basis. Over
a period of time she has worked with a single student who she has a good knowledge
of. The knowledge has not been gathered as a direct result of a broadened
assessment – but has been gleaned indirectly through general talk about other
aspects of the students work. Not treated as being central to how literacy is
taught. Throughout the tutorial she makes regular references to the reading and
mentions specific theories and ideas about literacy.
She attempts
throughout the directly relate these ideas to what she does. The attempts are open
to discussion: what she means by context, collaboration and success are clearly
ideas in the shaping. The qualification required by her student lurks and
defines her pedagogy but not in a way that she experiences as constraining.
This tutorial represents a shift in which we have agreed that it is possible
her student may ultimately be more able to pass the test or at least improve
her literacy if there is less insistent and exclusive focus on trying out
multiple papers all the time.
Once conceptions of literacy are embodied they become part of a complex nexus of other considerations that cannot be teased out as a singular variable. What and how we teach is not solely determined
by technical considerations of what curricular documents say, what and how we
construct our subject or what the environment determines but a shifting combination
of these.
Teaching, testing and
targeting:
i)
‘It’s not an excuse, it’s a business.’
A point sometimes made about teachers who have been practicing
since the inception of SfL is that – as they have not experienced any other
framework, they may not always have access to frames of reference that would enable
critique. This may resonate but as the opening quote suggests this is not the
case with Joseph. More concerning is that at times he embodies what might be
more fairly understood as an environmental limitation.
It’s very target driven, when you are in a target driven environment
professional judgement goes out the window, it suffers, because, that’s the
main critique of my teaching, it’s not an excuse, it’s a business. They want
more for less. It’s stressful; they are asking you for what you can’t deliver. It’s
terribly stressful. I’ve had 10 years of it and I’m burnt out from it. 10 years. It’s too long for this environment. It’s too long. You should probably have a
shelf life of 5 years.
Joseph, Prison Literacy Teacher
ii)
She doesn’t have literacy in her life at all
Pearl
grapples with ideas about literacy and is aware of the importance for her
students to experience resonance between in-college and out-of-college literacies.
But here she seems to suggest that what
she does in college with her as a teacher – even when she ‘provides’ her with a
context drawn from real life, is ‘literacy’ but the ‘unschooled’ tasks she
performs at home is not.
Respondent: [...] She didn't do any
literacy work at all. She didn’t have
literacy in her life at all. As far as
things like letter writing or reading she didn't do any. [...]
Interviewer: What about things like
managing her house or managing her family, or paying bills, or does she work at
all?
Respondent: Oh she works, she’s a
cook and a cleaner. [...] I know that
she functions in her job and in her daily life with these things perfectly
well.
Interviewer: So with the literacy
aspects of those things?
Respondent: Yes, she does. She has to write orders at work, she has to
leave notes for people, she has to account for things that she’s done at work
and as I say, make orders.
BRACEWELL, R.J & WITTE, S.P 2008. Implications of
Practice, Activity and Semiotic Theory for Cognitive Constructs of Writing
Chapter 15 in ALBRIGHT, J. & LUKE, A. Pierre
Bourdieu and literacy education, Routledge, Taylor & Francis: London.
GRENFELL, M., BLOOME, D., HARDY, C., PAHL, K., ROWSELL, J.
& STREET, B. V. 2011. Language,
Ethnography, and Education: Bridging New Literacy Studies and Bourdieu, Oxon,
Routhledge.
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